I am working on my Youtube channel at the moment, in the deep abyss that is the internet,trying to find a few subscribers interested in rhythm and music, only to see that another mindful person has left my channel! Mindful because if you unsubscribe, you really do careabout what is important to you. Obviously my musical variety store does not yet have a recognisable face. Thank you for sharing. Have to work on that issue. 

It is a strong reminder that I have to work on clearing up my intentions, which frankly was never my strong suit. Too many ideas, swayed too easily. Should it be about synthesisers, about melody and harmony, or better about drumming?What about music production and what it takes to be a professional musician.My passion for sound and music remains strong, and it’s not getting any easier to find anaudience, especially so because I haven’t done so before reaching “the certain age”.The ego looses some of it’s weight under the pressure of time though and it feels as if it’s definitely worth a try.

In this light the unsubscriber becomes even more valuable to me, in that my voice elicits a response, even though it comes in the form of rejection.